Love and Resentment

I spend my days alone, reading, writing

Caring for an ailing friend

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I care for him with love and resentment

Because once he became sick, I was trapped.

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Trapped by circumstance and loyalty to love

Wanting freedom

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But what difference does it make?

I trapped myself long before

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When I forgot to see my tomorrows

Just surviving through the days

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Absorbed by hope and happiness

Focused on someone else

JA

Time Spent with You

Thoughts fly

And time dies as it passes

I cannot reclaim the time

I spent with you

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Fear dwindles and I revive

Who am I?

Who would believe I could begin again?

My time is mine now!

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And I will use it wisely

To begin a life of peace

Looking for contentment

And searching for joy

JA