I spend my days alone, reading, writing
Caring for an ailing friend
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I care for him with love and resentment
Because once he became sick, I was trapped.
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Trapped by circumstance and loyalty to love
Wanting freedom
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But what difference does it make?
I trapped myself long before
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When I forgot to see my tomorrows
Just surviving through the days
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Absorbed by hope and happiness
Focused on someone else
JA